I am impulsive and sometimes I should think before I express my opinion. But this is just a small blog of many millions around the world and the only place I have my own voice. It’s caught such negative attention but some lovely connections too.
I will never be a self made millionaire, I will never be successful in business because I am too distracted by the pain of others. I prefer to get involved. I have nothing to prove as I know I am doing just fine on my journey. I try my best. I am distracted by those who need someone, because I have suffered appalling abuse throughout my life from people I have tried to love and help and I don’t think I can mend myself some days. Being elite doesn’t mean being happy either. Love is Everything. Love is really all that matters. I wish everyone could see and feel that too. To share. To give and not just take!
Sometimes I feel like I am carrying a burden that is just not fair. And I am tired. I am closing down my hamper business online. It’s caused nothing but ridicule to those who should know better.
I am enlightened to how sole traders are screwed by Facebook Ads, Twitter Campaigns, Google marketing and expensive website management. I really don’t believe anyone can make an honest living these days. The idea of faking who I am to make a living does not appeal. It is one of those days for me and I am sorry. I am going to live on a boat and enjoy myself. Love is the only way.
Will always blog. Perhaps need to think about the feelings of others a bit more and I apologise. I think my online presence gains more attention than I seek. I keep it simple. Twitter should be banned. It’s a hell hole. Never read such bullshit. Apart from a few good volunteers it is all lies.
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Sending you love and hugs, my dear friend. Love is all that matters and you are loved xx
So are you Lucy. Keep writing. You are just amazing and ever inspiringly awesome! xx