Peace and joy as our new season greets us.
Nobody belongs to anybody exclusively. We are here at the same time. And we are all one family.
🎶❤️ Jazz ❤️🎶
I have discovered being in love is transmissional.
And it starts with self.
Nobody belongs to anybody exclusively. We are here at the same time. And we are all one family.
🎶❤️ Jazz ❤️🎶
I have discovered being in love is transmissional.
And it starts with self.
Blackpool Council has spent years investing in the town’s cultural identity — not as a glossy add‑on, but as a foundation for regeneration, pride, and opportunity. Their work is often unseen, but its impact is everywhere:
This longlisting is a national acknowledgement of that commitment.
Blackpool’s cultural story isn’t manufactured — it’s lived. It’s in the Tower Ballroom, the piers, the performers, the makers, the families who’ve kept traditions alive. Blackpool Council has worked to honour that heritage while opening doors for new ideas, new artists, and new generations.
Their approach has always been clear: Culture belongs to everyone.
Being longlisted for UK City of Culture 2029 is a milestone, but it’s also a mirror — reflecting the dedication of a council that believes in its town and its people. This moment is a celebration of:
Blackpool has always had cultural brilliance. Now, thanks to the hard work of its council its impact is everywhere:
This longlisting is a national acknowledgement of that commitment to Blackpool and the shores of our beautiful Fylde Coast of The North!
I went upstairs to measure him — only to find he wasn’t where I had placed him.
I checked the attic over again. I checked the shelves where I keep my preloved toys, the ones I wash and stitch and send back into the world. And he was simply… gone.
Then I noticed two more bears missing from my listings. A little one in a yellow raincoat. A larger vintage collector’s bear. Both photographed, described, ready for new homes — and now nowhere to be found.
I ended the listings with the ache of remembering what it feels like when your home stops behaving like a home, instead becoming a horror scene.
In late 2022, my life was forced into a world of intrusion I never asked for. Not the visible kind. The invisible kind — the psychological kind — where you are watched, tampered with, undone, and no one can see the perpetrator. This soon escalated into actual damage and the discovery of spyware. The steps to break my spirit becoming bolder.
I shouted out but there was no closure. There still isn’t.
When you live through that kind of intrusion, your body learns to survive in ways you don’t even recognise at the time. You go into a war‑mode you never trained for. You smile through adrenaline. You refuse to collapse, because if you do, the coward wins.
And tonight, when those bears weren’t where I left them, my body remembered.
It remembered the day in 2024 when two sets of guest keys sat on my personal kitchen table. I popped out for milk. When I returned, only one set remained. No explanation. No logic. Just another moment in a long chain of inexplicable disruptions which resulted in huge financial and personal loss to me and my business.
So yes — when three bears disappeared today, my mind scanned every possibility. That’s what trauma does. It tries to protect you by revisiting old patterns, even when the present is safer than the past.
They represented something deeper:
But here’s the truth I came back to:
It is far more likely that a guest took them than the past returning to torture me. Trauma makes the mind consider every scenario, even the ones that have ‘hopefully’ come to pass. Though only those who have suffered something similar at the hands of cowardice and targeted attacks will ever begin to understand how devastating it is.
And I refuse to live in that state of terror anymore.
Just when the fear had crept in, just when the old memories were stirring, something unexpected happened.
I found four knitted companions in an unopened box of ceramics — three bears and a tiny Goldilocks — tucked away at the bottom in a tatty pump bag, as if they’d been waiting for their cue. Vintage. Handmade. Full of charm. A little “new‑for‑old” story arriving at the exact moment I needed reminding that not everything goes missing. Some things return.

It made me smile — a real one, the kind that rises from somewhere deeper than the surface.
Isn’t it strange how rescue works? How comfort can appear in the shape of wool, buttons, and tiny outfits? How the smallest things can pull you back from the edge of old shadows?
There is always something heavenly nearby, even when the room feels dark. Tonight, it arrived in the form of four knitted friends, each one a reminder that softness still exists, that gentleness still finds its way in.
Let the cowards keep their shadows. Let the past stay where it is. Let the missing bears be a mystery that doesn’t own me.
I have new ones to wash, photograph, and send into the world. I have peace to rebuild. I have privacy to reclaim. I have a life full of small, beautiful things that no one can take from me.
And I have substance — the kind that survives storms and still reaches for gentleness.
Because in the end, the darkness never wins. Not when there are knitted bears waiting to be found.