Sunday sharing – happy solstice – candles – nature #diary

Last year my mobile was stolen from by my bed, I got used to this type of thing – but what I can never replace are the pictures in it. An entire year of memories. I have learned to lock the back door and my flat door, claiming our own space.  At the time I was so disorganised. I have a lot of pictures to sort out. My eldest son has started drawing once more. I am pleased. Being in isolation can be so soul searching. I got a day out at The Lakes with Marc and Nathan. We did have a lovely time. Been working in The Nester. I cannot rush this as I have not put a plan in action. It’s not about anything other than feeling right for me and those I love. It will come together organically … just like everything else we do.

My birthday was nice this year. I was not expecting any type of celebration. Many of my neighbours said hello which was so lovely and a lot of my old friends found me on a little private Facebook I set up, so I could manage the business accounts from it. I didn’t know until the day after when Marc told me I had messages. I felt quite emotional as it bought back some beautiful memories of my more spiritually enhanced days – days when I lived totally in the moment. I am hoping the girls will come and do some workshops with me. They are just fantastic women. Also Janet Alleyne is going to host a baking weekend hopefully in September. I really want this to happen. It will be an all inclusive weekend in Blackpool. Going to give my dad another quick call as this morning I was doing ten other things. I want to make sure he is okay. I have to visit my parents and eldest son very soon. I have not seen them for months. I want to get away for a bit. Tiff. X

 

Stop Hurting Life – Stop wanting Pain

I have had a busy week with steady progress. Last weekend was my birthday and I actually got a lot of fuss which I did not expect at my age. I have been working on my own personal space plus spending time on the beach. Tried to stay away from the internet – as I will be honest, It makes me depressed. There’s so much positivety about on here but then I get pulled into the news and the news means today’s misery – never rejoicing.

We have to try to focus on our little circles and spread love where we can in the real world. Love travels faster than hate and I am sorry if that sounds boring to you – but seeking out chaos will never solve anything. I have my own personal views about a lot of things that I don’t need to share with strangers. My friends who come from many different origins and backgrounds know who they are and that is all that matters to me. That the people I choose in my world know I adore them. If I don’t knuckle down I won’t have the opportunity to give something back to the people that matter. I hope you all have a great summer solstice and share the love with those who need you most right now. Life is so wicked and hurtful in the wrong hands. Peace to the light, peace to the innocents, peace to the victims of hate crime. No death is justified. To take a life or hurt another is the lowest you can get. To have the intent to inflict hardship and misery either physically or mentally makes you weak and worthless.

Tiff. X