A very sweet online friend of mine #GuestBlog
Day: May 17, 2017
The worthless life of capitalistic relationships
Playing safe in a stagnant relationship was better to her than being free. For the thought of him finding ‘his true peace’ killed her so much she couldn’t sleep at night. That’s not love but more ‘resentment.’ Tragic.
A kidnap of cowardness – guised in media, fame and money. It ate her so much, she wrote about it for a living but only in a fictional way – for she’d no real life experience (they seldom do.)
Persecuting those she envied most behind a screen of twisted broken glass. And as the money poured in she slept even less. Cursed by her own greed and control.
No wonder… oh no wonder.
Everything suffered not because of her – but, more she he couldn’t walk away. Locked together in an artificial ivory tower, they just made the most of it. Two sets of jaded green eyes with nowhere they called ‘home.’ Bitter – angry … lies at every corner and many sharp corners were they.
It’s just another ‘fake’ example of how to be. It’s pretty repulsive but so many duped – it drives them on – to where?
Why pay for a garden – you never own land. Freedom is the greatest wealth – nothing can tame it. Let the twisted folk be – for money serves nothing in the ego driven land of promise. It’s here, now, in your soul – we are one. Less is More. No one can fake it 24/7 be a media cat, a traveller by jet – these things aren’t real.
Strip naked – take a look in the mirror. Love what you see beyond a conformed diet for skinny clothes or find your inner demons and face the consequence before it’s too late.
Tiffany Belle Harper©
You only ever find one really fairy friend … it’s true!
What a happy tree he must be – standing with all those fairies ….
but … here’s the best one. She’s so precious.
Nurture her petals, make her know, when she returns next year – she chose you to root her trust.
Never cross a fairy.
Tiffany Belle Harper©
Down by the Lake there is Magic …
A stillness set sultry in a symmetry of perspective contemplation – as we pace with nature there’s a mystical flow of energetical layers that transcend to our highest level of subconscious mind.
All set free – we, walk in peace – knowing … there is beauty in abundance – It costs nothing and comes from the ground.
In glory we find Mother Nature as she embraces the lambs and all that source her land for nourishment to the latter of Spring.
Tiffany Belle Harper©
Gosh this is tough – writing book #diary
Just having a quick tea-break with a ginger-nut biscuit. A weep takes place – gosh it’s sad writing this book. One minute I’m on a journey, the next reflecting to something so dreadfully painful. I’d blocked out much of it. It’s great therapy to recall the past and see the resolve and I do believe sometimes we have to take a few steps backward to go forward – to be contemplative – in the now.
There are days when I want to just forget and move on with my journey – but I know if I don’t finish this – I’ll always have regrets. This book needs to get done! I want to raise funds for dogs who didn’t have the same transition as Foley. I owe it to my friends and family who’ve given me so much support and believe I am tucked away penning the chapters. I really cannot let them down.
It’s not what many of you will think. There’s no remorse or anger amidst the pages. It makes little reference to the online hatred I’ve had directed toward me through ‘mainly the Twitter platform. All of that is of no circumstance as during the hardest times I was still getting on with my life in the ‘real’ world and lots of productive and lovely things were taking place. (It was my closest friends and family who it all hurt most and that’s what made me so angry. I wanted them to stop seeing it. I tried to stop it – yet, it just made things worse when I stood up for myself. It was so dreadfully physiological – where as, I wear my heart on my sleeve. I like the truth out in the open.)
The book’s about my time since leaving Warwick at the end of 2009 and rebuilding a completely new life in Yorkshire with my dogs by my side. It’s all positive with lots of stories within stories. But it’s intense. All writing is intense. I am inspired by a couple of writers who I often mention here and there. Love them to bits. I need to feel inspired right now. I’m very much ‘here’ alone (by choice) as I suffer with A.D.D and the slightest noise or distraction offsets my focus. That’s why doing something like this is so hugely character building. Being here is just perfect – I love the peace. All I hear most days are the birds and sheep.
I love posting my little blogs. I am so motivated by the people who encourage me and drop by – yet, leave me quietly to get on, also. Thank You. Less is More. I am trying so hard. Phew, gosh time to crack on. What a numpty I am today.
Tiff. X
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