left handed anxiety at 3am

Isn’t handwriting fascinating … I don’t know what’s more captivating. Words or the way they’re written? I’m a left paw and I never write the same way. I can write with my eyes shut too. (I’m a left-handed dyslexic with a very big imagination.) Right now … I’ve got dreadful insomnia. Cannot stop worrying. Then when I am tired and able to sleep it will inevitably be time to get up! The joy of trying to write a book in isolation. It’s getting to me … And now I will meditate to see if anyone else is conscious. Or maybe I will craft some geometrical piece of art. Either way, I am in the wide awake club … Oh Fuck! TBHΒ©

chapter 8 – #book happiness overload #diary

It’s hard work reliving the past, but I am getting there … Each chapter runs from past to present. An emotional and sometimes shocking roller coaster. Healing. Truth. Abuse. Hate. Love. Unity. Strength. More Courage.

~My Journey~Β Standing up to spite and revenge. Violence. Gossiping. Lies. Internet Bullying. Stepping down to jump into the arms of true love. New Friends. Old Friends. Angels. Solidarity. Fundraising. Walking Alone. Together. Both. Bravery. More Love. Even more Unity. Derby – Wales – Leicester – Warwickshire – Leeds … Boom! Men at best. Women at worst. (Collectives of hate and vice versa.)Β Love wins. Hate burns. Animals exploited. Filth.

More Love, courage, strength, passionΒ and TRUTH! Mindset. Spirituality. Faith. Hope. Are you awake?

Hello you bloody sexy trees. Feeling inspired … Love is the Answer! TBHΒ©

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